In 2017 I Lost My Orgasm

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Believe it!  Ms Orgasmik actually lost her orgasmic fire last year!  Yes, the Creatrix of Orgasmik Intelligence™ came (pun not intended) dangerously close to fully losing that which she lives and advocates daily.  It’s taken tremendous courage to share this story with you because I asked myself constantly how could I allow this to happen to me?  How was it possible?  But you see, I’m perfectly imperfect…and this is what happened….

In essence, I stopped moving towards healing pleasure and started moving away from pain. At the beginning of 2017, I allowed fear to blur my vision and I chose to stay in a toxic environment.  As the year progressed, I allowed myself to be on the receiving end of verbal abuse, acts which displayed lack of appreciation and respect.  And being the kind of person that I am, I chose to focus on the positive aspects of the environment – that which I loved, that which fueled me from within.  By June, the negativity came at me from every direction – directly and indirectly.  Eventually, there were no longer any external positives.  I was then forced to exclusively fuel myself from within.  I, however, found that my daily top-ups and internal reserves were quickly diminishing.

Meanwhile, my pussy started to become dry (well, not as moist and succulent), my orgasms were fizzing and eventually became practically non-existent, my Amrita’s flow significantly reduced causing my squirting to dwindle to a mere trickle and then to a droplet and my diamond (clitoris) became dormant!  My states of arousal lacked that familiar fiery, vibrant luster.  When my lover touched me, my body responded differently.  Gratefully, I have a most understanding and sensual mate.  My health was deteriorating, my kundalini – my orgasmic life force – was dangerously low.  My Orgasmik Intelligence Level (OIL) reading was at an all-time lowest!

I was being a hypocrite!  I was cheering on my clients and women of the world to live fully and vibrantly by moving towards healing pleasure and expanding their orgasmic potential.  Yet, I had started living the opposite in 2017.

Before I hit the bottomless abyss, I conjured up all that I needed from within, faced my fears and I took a leap of faith in September 2017.  I left that toxic environment to live my dream.  In the last three months of last year, my entire world re-blossomed and my orgasmic nature soared again!  Thankfully, I made a quick recovery!

Lesson I learned: give my attention, time and energy to that which provides healing pleasure, empowerment and causes the least (or no) stress.

I ardently encourage you to do the same!

KAtrina

Creatrix | Sensual Empowerment Coach

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KAtrina Ifill

Sensual Empowerment Leader & Massage Therapist at Waves of Bliss, Creatrix at Orgasmik Intelligence, Communications Specialist & Digital Marketing Consultant at Ka Kommunications.

2 Comments

  1. Beverley Eastmond on January 5, 2018 at 10:34 am

    Wow…..thank you for sharing……. I need to take a page from your book and recharge my sexuality my plan for this year is to purchase an egg and start yoga or some sort of personal sensual wellness. I’m interested in the place you featured last year out by erdiston….. Can I please have some info on that.
    Thank you Katrina for being the true-to-self queen that you are.

  2. Natalie on January 5, 2018 at 5:15 pm

    Wow am glad for you

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